"spanish lullaby" "should had been me" "when i heard he died i fell to my knees" who is this artist?

These are 2 titles and lyrics from a rock song but I cannot find the artist! Here are some more lyrics "have a story i must tell inside me there is a dried up well my best friend died and only 17 he lifes went out like a shooting star found his body under the car how could this be when i heard he died i fell to my knees well it hurt so much it should've been me no this wasnt true no this couldnt be ...."