There goes again?

every time i go near a girl to express my felling of love i see her with another boy.last year i've seen my best friend with the girl i love.same happened this year the girl which i really love n I was ready to say "I love you" she was with my friend's brother.Oh damm what to do I really love her,she was not like previous girls she is different n special for me.i know she dont love me cause she look for tall n thin AND I'm tall n fat.